Thank You Followers/My Reasons Why Award

There were plans for a special post when I reached 200 followers. This post is not only to thank you all so much for following me but the post concept changed from what I originally planned it to be. So please hang with me for a moment and I hope you understand my words and my heart behind this post. This will be a post of just words and I hope they reach you.

I am so thankful to each and every follower. In my dreams I never imagined to have even a single person read my ramblings and somewhat messy words. I’m still trying to improve at my self editing… It is a learning process. I would like have a few special thank yous that helped me continue with this blog when it was just supposed to be a nine week project.

First thanks to tetrax4berium for being my very first follower! I hope you return soon and wish you luck with all that is going on with your life.

Second thanks to Karandi for being my very first like! I was surprised that anyone found my blog. What a huge part of the aniblogging world you are and thank you for always encouraging those who just are starting.

Third thanks to Ospreyshire who really started on my commenting and I had many interesting conversations with at the start of my blog. He helped me think about being a member who does more than just like posts but to engage in the community of bloggers.

Fourth thanks to Arthifis for nominating me for my first every award on wordpress. I was so shocked and honored.

Thank you all so much for your comments, for your nominations, and for just being you. I’ve read and enjoyed your words so much I don’t think I can even put it into words. You all have been vulnerable, open, and honest. There is a theme of books, anime, comics, passion, and uniqueness that can be so overwhelming. This is truly a wonderful positive place on the internet and everyone should be proud of the community that they have created here. Thank you. Thank you so much.

So in honor of my wonderful 200 followers I am creating an award for wordpress. I don’t even know if it is legal, but this had been on my heart and I hope you read the background and understand why.

 

Some may or may not remember that I am a teacher. I work in a high school and it comes with its daily troubles and joys. I will be honest with you. My heart is breaking for my students. In the last two months four students have taken their lives. A sad feeling of desperation have filled the halls of my high school. A sense of powerlessness has filled the hearts of the teachers and students. Steps are being taken and in trying to reach all those around us, we feel like failures. How can I show my students that they are loved and important on a daily bases? How badly will I fail? Will I say the wrong thing or stay silent at the wrong moment?

These and more all all thoughts that have filled my mind in these last two months. I have been open on here about my own attempt at suicide and what it took for me to crawl and claw my way up again. It is odd to think that I wouldn’t be here now if it wasn’t for one text sent at the right time when I asked my friend a question. “What is the point of all this?” He answered, not telling me to grow up or get over it or forcing me to be happy. He listened and got down on my level and related to me. Human to human. Agreeing that life can be a shitstorm, but trying to remember the good parts of people and that there is still something to live for.

There was a post by Lina that talked about making a list of reasons. This award is going to be about making your reasons. Your reasons why to keep living- to keep going. Maybe at this point you don’t have an issue with depression and that is okay. Sometimes it is still good to think of all the good things in your life. Maybe you think that you have nothing and you can’t make a list of reasons. I’m going to tell you now that THERE IS NO SMALL REASON. Dig deep. Deeper if you must. There is always a reason for you to keep going and living and breathing. Maybe one of your reasons to live is that so in the morning you can eat bacon. That you will stay alive just to eat bacon again. To me this isn’t a small or silly reason. It is true to yourself and if you are every going through a rough time maybe the smallest reason will reach your heart.

So here are the rules you copy and paste:

1. Mention the person who nominated you

2. List 13 reasons why you keep going/living (This is borrowed from the book but I’m taking it the opposite direction).

3. Nominate 10 or more people to give their reasons why.

4. Use the picture that I created in your post. I’m sorry that I’m a bit bad a making these things… But I tried ๐Ÿ™‚

Now, without further adieu here are my reasons:

  1. My four beautiful dogs. They have all been rescued and show me on a daily bases what selfless love it. Some of them have been abused and yet they trust humans and will give all the love they have in their hearts. I really don’t deserve them.
  2. My college friends. I don’t have a huge circle of people who like/know me, but in my small circle I found people who are open about their struggles and we support each other even though we are far away.
  3. Anime. There is something wonderful about this form of entertainment. It makes me think, laugh, and enjoy sometime the ridiculous.
  4. Books/manga Books have been my first true friends, maybe that is silly but they’ve always provided adventure when I’ve felt stuck in one place. Friends when I was alone. Also I have so many ongoing manga that I am following that there is no way I don’t want to be on this earth to finish some of these stories!
  5. My family. I haven’t been close to my brothers, but some of that is starting to change and I want to see where the relationships will go. My mother and father have been my first fans and I’m fortunate to have family that will support me. I know this isn’t the case with everyone.
  6. My writing community. This is for the other authors I have meet at conferences that have encouraged me and are the reason why I have started writing. Now that writing is in my life my depression has faded so much. It is something that bring me frustration and joy. It is amazing creating something and without it in my life I was so lost.
  7. WordPress. We all have our quirks with wordpress haha, but without it I would never have found this community of glorious nerds. Freedom to talk about anime and all the things I never get a chance to talk about in real life.
  8. My job. As frustrating as being a teacher can be there are great rewards involved. It is my hope to reach and inspire students to be happy with who they are. Free to love who and what they want. Never to judge them for liking the things they like. I know what it is like to be called weird and I never want them to get that feeling from me.
  9. Writing. Just the fact that I can write. That I have stories and adventures in my head. That I have hope when I write. That I believe in magic.
  10. Pasta ๐Ÿ™‚ Gosh something about pasta just makes me happy. I love the taste and especially if my mom makes it haha!
  11. Quiet moment. Sometimes when I write I look out my window and just seeing the wind blow through the trees and watching the fat pigeons in the backyard. It is a peaceful moment.
  12. Hot Fries. The snack that I love to hate… If you have eaten these you will understand…
  13. You. You are my reason. Thank you for being you. There is no one like you in the world. I hope you see the good in yourself and believe in yourself to keep going. If you ever, ever need someone please send a message. Write a post. I pray you will find the warmth in this life. Know that darkness can be so hard to survive, but you go on and keep living. That is what makes you, you.

I nominate:

Arthifis

Irina

CouchCruisin

Jon Spencer

nesha e moe404

Chizurue

Ospreyshire

Auri

ARCHI-ANIME

The Otaku Judge

The Moyatorium

Aldael

Karandi

Komorebi

Lina

Crimson

The BookWorm Drinketh

Angelica

Kitty-chlo

I went a bit nomination crazy. In the end I think you all are awesome and there is no pressure to make a post. If anything I want you to think of these things and maybe write them down on your own. Even if I didn’t and you want to make this post, I hope you will. You don’t need to have a nomination to write down your reasons. If I had the stamina I would link all 204 followers. At this point my fingers are giving out :).

Thank you all once again. I cannot say it enough. Thank you all for being my reasons to stay on this earth. I hope you all know how special you are to me. I may not be the best spoken or written but once again I hope my heart reaches you. As always…

Happy watching :).

 

 

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Author: kimchisama

Anime for the soul.

71 thoughts on “Thank You Followers/My Reasons Why Award”

  1. Congratulations!! You deserve each and every one of your followers! I think this award you have put together is a beautiful thing! Itโ€™s important in hard times to remember what youโ€™re living for and I think this idea will really help people solidify those things! ๐Ÿ˜„

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    1. Thank you so much! I really hope so, sometimes when we are in the darkest times we can’t think of anything good in our lives and maybe just maybe there will be something that people will remember.

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  2. Congrats on 200!!

    I think I know what book inspired the creation of your tag. This is a really great idea and a beautiful tag! I wholeheartedly agree on what you said – that there is no small reason, even if it’s a seemingly inconsequential one to others it may mean the world to some..
    Thank you for the nomination ^^

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  3. Congratulations on 200!! ๐Ÿ˜Š
    Sometimes it’s easy to forget why we keep on living and the small things that makes us happy and keep is going so I think this is a wo derful idea to help people remember those little things ๐Ÿ˜Š

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  4. Well, first of all congratulations in your 200 followers and cheers to the next 200! I didn’t remember I was the first one nominating you for award xD You are most welcomend and you don’t even need to thank me! If I nominated you it’s because you are just doing a great job and you deserve it!

    You HAVE been doing a great job! However, after this post you just went from great to lvl 1000!!!! What a great award/tag to make! And don’t worry! If it’s forbidden I’ll help you pay the laweir! This idea is HUGE and I think it will help a lot of people! ๐Ÿ˜€ As someone who struggled with depresseion too I know how hard sometimes it is to remember the good things we have! So, really, I take my hat off for you! Really, well done! You can basically imagine me getting up and applauding k~? ๐Ÿ˜€

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    1. Gosh you are going to make me blush. Thank you so much for your kinds words and your openness about your struggle is why you were nominated. Thank you for sharing even though it can be so hard to put yourself out there. It helps people in ways we may never see!

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  5. Congratulations on your 200 and kampai for more followers to come! nyan.

    (=^๏ฝฅ๏ฝช๏ฝฅ^=))๏พ‰ๅฝกโ˜†
    I enjoy reading all your anime reviews and your posts in fact, inspired and encouraged me to write reviews myself. Thanks for the tag and you deserve all this positivity! Great job nyan…purrrs! ^^

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  6. Congrats on all the followers! ๐Ÿ™‚

    I think the tag is great, however, I am going to have to decline on doing it at this time. I’m still focusing really hard at prepping content and restructuring stuff on the site. The award posts kind of pile up crazy out of control if I start doing them. Hope you understand, but I think it is a wonderful tag that people will really enjoy doing ๐Ÿ™‚

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      1. Alright, sorry about that though. I always feel bad about turning these down but if I try to do one I have to do them all (that’s how my brain sees it any how). I just can’t open those flood gates at the moment.

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  7. It’s very sad to hear about the unfortunate circumstances that led to the creation of this award. Hope it will circulate for a very long time and will make everyone appreciate life more.
    Wishes to you and your students to stay strong and find peace.
    And yeah, congrats! Keep going!

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  8. OMG OMG OMG!!! I’ve never been nominated for this before ;P
    But seriously, congratulations on the followers, I guess I’ll enjoy you now before you become too popular to chat with me…And thank you so much for thinking of me. It’s so sweet of you

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  9. Congratulations, Kimchi! (Do you mind if I call you that?) Things have been pretty busy for me, so Iโ€™m very sorry if I donโ€™t get around to doing the award but know that I think itโ€™s a wonderful idea, and I actually teared up while reading through it. Again, congrats! You definitely deserve it. ๐Ÿ™‚

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  10. Congratulations on the milestone KimchiSama! You honestly deserve it, and thank you for nominating me for this! It’s a first time for me and it may take a while, but I definitely want to partake on it now. It’ll be a bit hard to nominate people since I don’t know that many yet, but I definitely want to spread this around.

    As for what has been occurring in the school, don’t give up. I’m sure by just being open with your students and having an open mind you are already doing so much. It’s really sad when that occurs and I’ve been blessed to not have to experience something so heart-wrenching. I hope for the best for you and your students (the high school in general).

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    1. Thank you so much for the encouragement. It is the end of the year and things can wear you down quite a bit. Thank you for taking part and I’m really enjoying what you are writing! Keep it up!
      The community came out yesterday and lined the road with supportive signs of encouragement. It was a nice thing to see.

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  11. It is absolutely amazing how you were able to cope up with four suicide cases and open up about them at the same time. I really admire you, and your strength. It is wonderful of you to start this tag. Most people never talk about such stuff as reasons to live. I like how you changed the meaning of the book, ’13 Reasons Why’ into something completely opposite. Auri nominated me for this tag, and I’m so excited to carry it forward!
    My thoughts and prayers to you, your school, and everyone else who knew the departed four. โค

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  12. Ohh, congrats! OMG, i’m terrible. I just saw you tagged me! Thanks, I”m flattered. I’ll try to get to it soon – i’m still a bit on hiatus ๐Ÿ˜ฆ lol. but i appreciate you so much, and am so glad to have met you and found your blog! Keep up the great work

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  13. Sorry to hear of the unfortunate incidents that happened, its difficult to live life and also guide others how to better their own, but I believe all of you tried your best and don’t keep blaming yourselves that these things happen.

    Apart from the 200 followers, I’m also really glad that you are starting this initiative and having people to question themselves what they are living for – and to find that regardless of what they have experienced or are experiencing, they are still worth themselves.

    Keep on being an inspiration for others! Thanks for making each of us remember that we are greater than how we think we are. ๐Ÿ™‚

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